Sunday, September 20, 2009

"...I feel stressed out, I wanna let it go, let's go way out spaced out and losing all control..."


Within the past week, I have found out some potential news that could cut my time here in Australia short. I won't go into it much but if I have to go, I will go. I will walk away with no doubt and no regret. I won't be sad, frustrated, or annoyed because it just means that I have a new reality. I can't dwell or ponder but simply hope for the best. Someone recently said to me about when life throws a problem your way that you are supposed to pray, hope, and not worry. It is good advice. My time in Australia has taught me that we have zero control over what life hands us. We only have control over how we respond to those events. We give up, we stay still, or we move forward, stronger than before. If I have learned one thing through being here, it is that no situation is too great to overcome. We only fail when we allow ourselves to collapse and give up. Giving up is not an option when there is something that has to be done. When I think back on the time I have spent here in Australia, I have had a ton of curve balls thrown my way. Things have happened that have tested me as a person, someone who used to be filled with anxiety and stress and I have been humbled. Things will never faze me again as they once would have. So, if I leave soon, I leave knowing that I have had an experience that can't be replaced and I will not regret having come here. The video at the top of this post sums up the adventure that has been Australia. Within the next week or so, I will know my next step and whichever way I must go, I am ready.

16 comments:

lissylulu said...

I hope that every thing is ok. No matter what happens, we are all proud of you and inspired by your courage. *hug*

With Love, Lis

Melanie said...

Edmund, I don't know what you're facing right now, but I hope everything turns out okay in the long run.

You have had a wonderful adventure, thusfar, and I truly hope it continues as long as you want it to continue. I have to take a moment now and thank you for letting me be a part of it!! You're awesome!!!!!

Ava said...

Edmund that video clip was great, Keep enjoying yourself I will be fine. I love you. Mom

Michelle said...

Great video clip! I see you still have access to the Ryan Seacrest's top 40 :)

Tia said...

What a great picture collage, loved the music.

Tia

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