In my life, I have known a lot of crazy but I have never known crazy like the crazy that is in my life right now. The above video will outline the awkwardness and chaos that has become a staple in my working life here in Australia. This week started off bad when on Sunday night I started running a fever and instantly diagnosed myself with the vicious swine flu. I went into full on hypochondriac mode. I thought, "I have swine flu. How did I get swine flu? Ok, on Saturday night, I had guacamole and guacamole is a Mexican dish, and swine flu started in Mexico, therefore I have swine flu!" It is like the 6 degrees of swine flu separation! I skipped out on work on Tuesday and took a rare, sick day because I just wasn't able to move out of bed. I lounged around the whole day and I think my body needed it because I have been on the upswing since then. When I went to the conference mentioned in the video, I had about 8 panic attacks and was walking down the street on my cell phone yelling the F word at anyone who would listen! My Mom remains proud. So, the job thing isn't working out and the days are numbered. I knew it would happen really but it is causing me to go into panic mode just a bit. It is a relief and a heartache all at once. From my short time there though, I have made some great friends with my co-workers, so if that is what I walk away with than it was worth it. Even though most days there, I have had to force myself from going into self-induced seizures.